My postings in the past have been upbeat and positive for the most part and I know that is what you’ve come to expect from me. It has always been my intention to use my website to encourage and bless people’s lives in some small way. However, tonight my heart is heavy and burdened and it is me who needs the encouragement.
As you know, I was supposed to travel to New York on Tuesday to spend Thanksgiving in the city with so many that I love and adore, but earlier this evening, I made the decision not to make that trip because truly, I am just not in a great space right now. Truthfully, I am totally exhausted and here’s why. Within the span of 4 weeks, I resigned from one job, purchased a home, moved into that home, put the other home on the market, started a brand new job, and completed two weeks of training clear across the country. I returned to my new home last night completely and totally exhausted in every way – mentally, physically and saddest of all, spiritually. All in all, these are positive events that should yield positive energy and excitement, and I’m sure once the dust settles, it will, but at the moment, I am drained and just plain tired.
I am sending this message requesting your prayers as I seek refreshment and renewal. So much of what I love is very far away from me right now, including my running and competitions. Also, the fact that I have made minimal progress on the book has really disappointed me and I find myself doing a lot of good things, but none of them are my true heart’s desire.
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Thank you for your support and prayers.